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mengharapkan cinta hakiki akan menyinari hidup ini :)


di perkarangan masjid nabawi :)


rindu yg mendalam.. :)



i'm trying!! yeah.. trying to continue my writing here..eventhough i dunno how to write d best essay dat can make all d readers feel it.. sumting dat can touch reader's heart.. but i'm trying.. try 2 come out with d pretty idea here :) hihi

do u ever miss sumting?? how it was?? how d feeling goes..it's so pain rite??..arghh.. juz like my own sister.. when she miss her fiance .. she start crying n dunno wat 2 do.. every single minute, juz her fiance,inside her eyes..haha. miss sumting really give effect yeah.. same goes 2 me.. but i'm not miss my boyfrenz or someone else k..hehe.. i miss d environment when i was in mecca..

really.. i missed dat time.. i miss d time when i walked into masjid nabawi.. meet with d lover..
nabi muhammad s.a.w.. subhanallah, only ALLAH knows dat feeling.. how lucky am i.. i have been invited 2 be there.. 2 visit makan nabi muhammad s.a.w.. but d time when i have to leave madinah..i can't stop my cry!! i'm so sad.. :(

nevertheless, i have to move on..

when i was in mecca.. my eyes starring at d kaabah.. i miss d tyme praying n reading quran inside masjidil haram.. subhanallah, imam was lead us with d beautiful voice..when d imam start crying(coz he is arabian n can understand d meaning)..it hits my nerves..

argh.. can't continue my writing.. coz i'm really miss d beautiful memories :(
daaaa...




special dedicated 2 my parents.. i love u sooooooooo muuch!!! u r d best parents in d world.. and 2 all my siblings .. thanx 4 being there.. we have been thru thick and thin together.. nobody can replace all of you.. no word can express how much i love them.. they are such wondrful people beside me.. i bear can't pay 4 all d kindness, sacrification did by them.. i can't live without them.. :( erkkk..



aha, xtau la nak tulis camne.. tp xkira.nak tulis gak. wink**wink**.. bila fyda mula berbicara, maknanye cam ade luahan ati sikit la..semua org kena dgr ek.. hihi.. ni kan diari digital fyda.. :p
ermm.. bila ku diuji??hu3.. bukan di uji ngn ujian@peperiksaan taw. tp bila fyda disahkan mengidap penyakit adhesion colic.. ok.pejamkan mata dan bayangkanla, hehe..sem lepas jek.. kat universiti, tiap2 bulan fyda admit ward..tangan, badan ni dah kebas2 kena injection jek.. dah berbotol2 air drif.. sedey mmg sedey la.. dahla jauh ngn family di utara tanah air.. pas2 kawan2 ngah sibuk masuk kelas, mentelaah pelajaran.. fyda plak terbaring diatas katil dengan hanya bertemankan air mata.. melihat orang lain gagah berjalan, berlari.. tapi fyda hanya boleh mampu bergerak menggunakan kerusi roda.. ermmm.. jangan ingat fyda mengeluh bila tulis semua ni.. tp cume ingin berkongsi pengalaman, suka duka.. sakitnye tuhan jek yang tahu..


komplikasi yg fyda kena ni..semuanya berpunca dari kelewatan pembedahan appendix last year.. kisahnye bermula pada mei 2008.fyda dh masuk wad 3 kali.. tp doktor xdpt detect lg skit pe.. smpila appendix dah pecah. barula dpt kesan and terus wat pembedahan kat hospital sultanah bahiyah, kedah. selalunye, bla dah pecah.. risiko utk pejam mata utk selama2nye.. (paham2 jela kan.hu3)tp alhamdulillah, diberikan nikmat utk terus hidup :)


utk sembuhkan adhesion colic ni cuma boleh wat operation@i have to eat ponston@tramadol@injection voltaron..tp... my sis yg doktor xallowed utk wat operation lg.. coz ia akan membuatkan keadaan lagi bertambah parah.. so, fyda cume kena la telan ubat2 n injection.. bukan 1@2 taw injection.. xterkira la banyaknyerr..tp ubat2an n injection ni kalau kerap sgt, akan menjejaskan sel2 otak..coz kandungan dadahnye yg tinggi..hmm..mula2 rasa macam xkuat la nak hadapi semua ni.. tapi syukur la.. ade family n kawan2 yg selalu disisi.. memberikan motivasi n semangat utk fyda terus gagahkan diri...chayok fyda :)


credited 2 all my frenz.. yg jaga fyda kt wad.. mas, rani, la, ( roomate fyda yg terlalu banyak berjasa pd diri ini.. hanya tuhan dapat membalas segalanye :D )paan, fatma, intan, salmi (korang la memandikan dn letak bedak kt muka akak supaya kelihatan chomel kan..hehe) dan byk lagi la yg membantu..(xlarat nak menaip..hu3)dan yg dtg melawat fyda.. bawak bunga, coklat n etc.. sesungguhnya kehadiran anda semua mencerahkan ari fyda :D
and fyda sedar akan hakikat ujian ini.. betapa tuhan menyayangi fyda.. bukankah ALLAH telah berfirman "sesungguhnye ALLAH bersama ngn orang yg sabar.." jadi, fyda xperlu la rasa sedih kan?? dn yang penting.. baru2 ni fyda and family menunaikan umrah.. itu yg fyda hajatkan sangat.. bila menghadap kaabah.. sayunye ati ni.. sebaknyer rasa.. terasa kehebatan tuhan...bersyukur di berikan nikmat menjadi tetamu-NYA.. fyda berdoa sangat moga disembuhkan dari segala penyakit :)
moga diperkenankan segala doa fyda.. amin..



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Salam.. nape fyda nak buat blog erk?? ermm..fyda nk jadikn blog ni macam diari digital fyda blh x?? tmpt fyda nak luahkan segalanya.. hahaha.. xdela.. bukan setakat 2 jek.. ianya juga boleh dijadikan medan untuk berkongsi ilmu n pendapat.. :D

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